I Need Help

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It’s not easy for me to ask others for help.

Dave Mattingly started a GoFundMe for me because of my health issues. I’m embarrassed to have to ask for help, but right now, I have little alternative. The MRI offered no answers, neither confirming nor ruling out anything, so I’m probably going to have to go to a neurological clinic. My insurance lapses tomorrow, and my funds have been exhausted already. Getting a confirmed diagnosis seems like a far away dream.

I don’t want to whine too much, but these neurological issues are making basic day to day functions difficult. It will be a little while before I hear anything about disability, so I’m stuck in this hellish limbo with no job, no insurance, and no means of fending for myself. I’m also behind on child support, which eats at me every minute. My sons are everything to me, and it pains me deeply not to live up to that obligation.While it’s hard for me to admit it, I truly need help right now.

http://www.gofundme.com/brotherhood

5 thoughts on “I Need Help”

      1. It has been diagnosed first as severe depression and anxiety disorder, then psychosis and now somatoform disorder. I don’t think they really know what is wrong with me and I don’t even know myself. All I know is that it’s harrowing to wake up every day with this death-defying problem with my head.

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